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♥ Monday, March 31, 2008



<那女孩对我说> by 黄义达

心很空 天很大 云很重
我很孤单 却赶不走
捧着她的名字 她的喜怒哀乐
往前走 多久了 一个人心中
只有一个宝贝 久了之后
她变成了眼泪 泪一滴在左手
凝固成为寂寞 往回看 有什么
那女孩对我说 说我保护她的梦
说这个世对她这样的不多
她渐渐忘了我 但是她并不晓得
遍体鳞伤的我 一天也没再爱过
那女孩对我说 说我是一个小偷
偷她的回忆 塞进我的脑海中
我不需要自由 只想背着她的梦
一步步向前走 她给的永远不重
一个人心中 只有一个宝贝
久了之后 她变成了眼泪
泪一滴在左手 凝固成为寂寞
往回看有什么 那女孩对我说
说我保护她的梦 说这个世界
对她这样的不多 她渐渐忘了我
但是她并不晓得 遍体鳞伤的
一天也没再爱过 那女孩对我说
说我是一个小偷 偷她的回忆
塞进我的脑海中 我不需要自由
只想背着她的梦 一步步向前走
她给的永远不重 那女孩对我说
保护她的梦 说这个世界
对她这样的不多 她渐渐忘了我
但是她并不晓得 遍体鳞伤的
一天也没再爱过 那女孩对我说
说我是一个小偷 偷她的回忆
塞进我的脑海中 我不需要自由
只想背着她的梦 一步步向前走
她给的永远不重


Hmm... Almost done, except the fonts size... hahaz.. after trying so many times, and confuse by which fonts' size I have changed... all words seem to become small.. hahaz... guess I've left with the font size and the empty space to touch out... I find it quite empty at the left size of this blog... so trying to look for people out there who can do the job in minimizing the space... hahaz. any professionals out there ? hahaz... Anyway, I find this song quite nice and meaningful sia... hahaz... COME ON, sing along session... hahaz... that's the lyrics above... hahaz... try it out, maybe it describes your feelings too... (ya, br3ad ?)
hahaz.. Finally after a super busy weekend, I had finished doing all universities' stuff... maybe it's time for me to settle down... hahaz.. die die have to get a job soon or all my 老婆本 will dry out soon... hahaz... anyone out there with jobs available ?? hahaz... whee... going back to trying the template... hahaz...

Gone repairing...

♥ Angel vs Devil
4:46 AM

♥ Monday, March 24, 2008





Nice weekend !!!

For the past few days... hahaz.. was quite interesting... Went drinking 3 times over the past three days... Done quite alot of things and many things left to worry about !!


On Friday (Good Friday), I receieved a call from jun zhan at 9.30am... I'm still half-awake when he called... heard his voice for the first thing in the morning is super scary !! I thought he would had screamed into my ears as we were suspossed to meet at 9am to have a Ti Yu Jie meeting... But at 9.30am, I'm still in my bed, at a faraway place called Johor... I be damn LATE !!! I reached Outram Park Mrt Station 2 hours later to find all of them still there !! Waiting for me... haiz... very sorry leh... I will ensure this will not happen again... hahaz... BUT later I found out Pei Xuan arrive just 25mins before me nia, hahaz... But I shouldn't felt less guity cause she got somthing on earlier but I'm just peer overslept !! *Slap myself*


The meeting went quite well, I supposed ?? Cause Jun Zhan never shouted or angry ?? hahaz... After that all went off due to some personal dates... so I went with lydia and peixuan to the jing jiang exhitbition to see... hahaz.. Was amazed by all the antiques and crocodile' skins !! hahaz... quite a nice place afterall... hahaz... during late afternoon.. accompanied Pei xuan to vivo to get a gift for her "boyfriend" (hehez.. a male friend of hers who is a doctor)... But don't why end up searching for a "Yellow" pants for her... hahaz... damn funny to see her trying out on all funny colors and shapes and sizes... Eh, please don't take it to mind... sorry leh... hahaz...





That's her in a pink color de, cause she haven't reach 20 and wants to be young !! :)


She can cutout for a cheerleader if she try on this ??? hahaz...

After that, went to join my classmates who is celebrating Brandon's birthday... hahaz... He's 19 le... OLd man, yet small size... hahaz... Great pal sia... wished he had all his wishes come true... wat a great night spent... after dinner, we went to chill out at a bar near someset, called AllEY Bar ( not very sure either ) !! But is was fun.. here are some pics...

Birthday Boy: Brandon Ang (Handsome ?? Anyone interested ?? hehez)


Cheers to our ARMYSHIP !!



Oh ya, you can't look at other girls when you are with your GF !!! No wonder ANDY dare not open his eyes !!

Momo, you too strict with andy le... He still dares not open up his eyes with you around!!!




You see, when not with his GF !! His eyes open BIG BIG !!!




GRAND ADVISOR: Mr LEw... hahaz... BOSSES of this blog !!



Look at this picture !! Wishing Light of Orchard !! faster, close your eyes and make a wish... It will come true !! Hehez..



Loving couple No 2 : hahaz... Commando Style !! Filled with excitement and seriousness !!!




Weekend was great too !! Finally collected the money I spent on the logistic for Ying Xin.. S$127... wow... but spent alot on the drinks after collecting it... sorry sian hui, I don't mean to lose your $260 yet...don't lose trust in me.. I will get it back for you in the next few days.. hahaz.. hope you can "SEE OPEN" ( Kan Kai Dian)... hahaz... At night, we skipped ling ying's gathering at went straight to chill out... hahaz... much like alcoholic addicts... hahaz... went with Jun Zhan, Sian Hui, Dian Jun, Yu Hui and Cecilia to a bar at CHIMES to chill out and "emo" ... But I think we drank too little, so nothing much is revealed... hahaz... looks like we had to wait for the next one in order to make Sian Hui to leak out informations !! Muhahaz... MISSION FAILED... Muhahaz....


Oh no, so many things left to do... need to come out with more games for Ti Yu Jie ( Sport's day ) , and most important of all, must start register for university admission !! I must comeplete half by today !!! I heard the most difficult part is to write the personal essay in the application... wah *headache* can someone help ??? hahaz... Oh ya, anyone haven watched Rule #1 ( 第一诫 ) ???



Gone worrying....

♥ Angel vs Devil
2:13 AM

♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008



The SAD night








For the past few days, very busy attending a funeral of my cousin.. She the daughter of my dad's brother... She was diagnose with leukemia a few months ago... she had to suffer the pain of the illness but she slways live on with an optimistic mind in hope of getting a suitable bone marrow... Still remember how she cycles to our house during the late afternoons as a form of exercise... She did managed to find a bone marrow donor 1 and 1/2 mths ago, and did the transplant sucessfully but the happiness did not last long... her body rejects it causing her to lose her life !! :( So she passed away on last sunday... The whole ceremony is filled with youngster cause she only 29 years old... According to the tradition, her parents and all other elders are not allowed to send her off... due to the different generation.... "白发人送黑发人" so we yongster had to do our part...


Haiz... after the whole practice ends... I really felt the importance of life... When one does not take good care of himself/herself, He/She not only cause harm to himself/herself, they will also hurt those who love them badly... Really feel it when her parents, siblings, and boyfriend cried over the whole night for her... Wish she had forgotten all the pain she had suffered, sadness to leave her parents and leave happily toward heaven !! Please pray for her... :(


Life is so FRAgIle !! It could be all over in a second time... Our lives are like flower vases... All of us start out with a nice, colorful, beautiful flower vase... some small while some big... Over the years, some vases still remain as beautiful as ever, however.. they are some... broken or chipped... But no matter how bad the condition... we sure still can polish it up... making it as beautiful as ever... Treasure our life and never give it up !!!


For my friends hope all of you will take very good care of yourselves cause I won't want to be upset for you... at least not so soon... hahaz... No matter how broken or chipped you are... Be sure I be there to mend you up !!! :)


Gone mending... :s


♥ Angel vs Devil
12:55 AM

♥ Friday, March 7, 2008



Longest Night





Halo, everyone !! This shall be my last sleepless night !! Haiz… When the darkness , coldness that surrounded me now is gone, Dooms day is here !! Or I should say, is already here !! Finally is 7th march when the results are coming out… a very long awaiting one !! Tonite is like so long sia… But I really do wish it to be longer… however, no rain lasts forever, no night lasts forever…. I really dread to see the sun up again in the sky… I been starting the countdown with john and PX at baoguan from 16 hours… haiz… now.. only left like 10 hours !! haiz… I’m scared…


“The moment of dying is when one realize his regrets !! “
This seem quite true… hahaz… spent the past few nights thinking … maybe I should have stayback for more nightstudy sessions ?? hahaz… maybe I should pon less lessons sia ?? Maybe I should have retained ?? hahaz… Although I had many more other regrets, I Never once regret my choice to take up a JC route of education… can’t forget the days when having Maths lessons.. always got suaned (soured) by Adrian Tan saying me useless.. lousy… !! hahaz… Never forgot those nights which I had to spent memorising all the organic formulas for chemistry!! Furthermore those sessions with Ms Peh where she keep motivating me to do well... as usual… I always said I will do well in the following tests/exams but always failed… must had disappointed her so much sia…!! One will never knows how it feel unless one spends time doing it !! I spent 2 years feeling it ? Will it be a good or a bad feeling ?? hahaz… Will know it soon…


Phew… Dunno what to write le !! Feel so disoriented now… wonder if I can even find my way back to Nanyang JC tmr sia… I hereby wish everyone (NYJCians… Zhiyao…Wei Lai…Xinying…Yuan Ting…Fangda…Simin…Yifang…ShangYi…Chun Lok…Yun Xuan…and me .. and those whom I missed out !! hahaz… sry hor) all the best for later !!


Gone hoping for a "rainbow"…

♥ Angel vs Devil
4:07 AM

♥ Monday, March 3, 2008




The police is calling for assistance in keeping a lookout for this top wanted criminal. The threat is real. Above is the terrorist's photo. If you happen to identify anyone who resembles him, please dial 999 to inform the police. Thanks. (Ehh.. Mas Selamat if you come my blog hor.. also don't blame me... hahaz.. don't mean to offence you ... soory...)

♥ Angel vs Devil
2:39 AM

♥ Sunday, March 2, 2008



ESCAPE...





Big news !!! hahaz... Last wednesday, a Singaporean fugitive Mas Selamat Kestari, escaped from Whitley Road Detention Centre !! Police are on the orange alert for him. Just wondering how he escaped and why ? Maybe he will be caught soon if he is hiding like that ostrich in the above picture !! (hehez... )


Hmm... oh ya, went back to Nanyang JC twice during the last few weeks... hahaz... but always failed to see Mr Adrain Tan lah.. haiz... I thought there a saying "冤家路窄" ?? But it didn't come true ... maybe our relationship wasn't that bad afterall... hahaz... I saw Ms Peh twice... hor hor... of cause we not 冤家, for I called to meet up with her... hahaz... so it's different case... hahaz... We were chatting about that Mas Selamat Kestari and she said something damn funny that happened in her class or gp class, (oh ya her new class is 0818... what a nice no. !! Shall we go buy TOTO or 4D ?? )... She asked : " Is Singapore a safe city ? " and one of her student answered: " It was safe only up to Tuesday before the terrorist escaped !! " hahaz... that's quite true... hahaz... Hey, those in JC now... better get more info on terrorism for there maybe a high chance of it coming out for your mid-year GP exam... hahaz..

Many people said that results are coming out most probably on Friday... haiz... for the past week... hardly had a good sleep at all.. (hahaz... can see what time i posted this entry.. so most likely I can't have a good sleep tonite either ! ) Every night , I'll be thinking if I will heard from the news when the results will be release. Then will start worrying how bad my result will turn out ?? What will I do with the results ? Will my study career ends here ?? haiz... and many, many more other questions... I feel that I'm having more stress getting prepared to receieve my results than taking the A's level exam lor... Soon will go crazy... especially with my injured foot that refrain me from going out... then all I can do is to sit in front of the television everyday and watched the news, making silly thoughs... haiz... Save me ... hahaz... Maybe I will made an escape too... hahaz... go some indonesia island and hide there... hahaz... ba a fisherman or a farmer... hahaz...

Gone escaping....


♥ Angel vs Devil
11:41 PM