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♥ Tuesday, December 11, 2007



Have I completed my life journey??


After A’s, life can be damn boring when there’s no work for me to do!! Hahaz… Eat, Sleep, Game, And Go Out!! Hahaz... very funny leh... Although I yearned for such lifestyle before the exams, but now?? Is something wrong with me? That night, after the class outing, alone on the train with ChunHo... hahaz... we actually talked about this topic “Have we really gotten what we want”?

EDUCATION: Completion of A’s level
STABILITY: Earned some money from jobs
FREEDOM: Can sleep at 4 am, wake up at 4 pm!!
INTERESTS: Got a PlayStation 2, “fiesta”-online game
FRIENDSHIP: Wah... lots... especially the 24 of them from 0620(NYJC)

I have achieved all the above mentioned!! IS it really enough? Humans tend to be greedy at all times... They never feel sufficient!! Haiz... So I do also feel that I lacking of something (maybe someone)... Just the little thing to complete the phase of the life journey!! Hahaz... Either I have let it slip past my fingers or it just lying around me (invisible)!! How can I grab it? Just like missing a puzzle piece, which make the whole picture incomplete!! I have tried to fit many different puzzle pieces into the empty slot, but all attempts failed. By doing so, I not only hurt my fingers, I even hurt the many little puzzle pieces!! Haiz… I shan’t be so selfish anymore… But I can’t possibly throw away the whole puzzle just because of the missing piece!! But keeping it makes it imperfect!! HOW? I spent 18 years putting all of the together, but now I just can’t find the missing piece!! Is it hiding from me? Not fated for me to find it? Now I’m so frustrated!! Should I throw or keep?

Hope I can find the “MISSING PIECE” soon!!

Gone Searching…


♥ Angel vs Devil
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