Longest Night





Halo, everyone !! This shall be my last sleepless night !! Haiz… When the darkness , coldness that surrounded me now is gone, Dooms day is here !! Or I should say, is already here !! Finally is 7th march when the results are coming out… a very long awaiting one !! Tonite is like so long sia… But I really do wish it to be longer… however, no rain lasts forever, no night lasts forever…. I really dread to see the sun up again in the sky… I been starting the countdown with john and PX at baoguan from 16 hours… haiz… now.. only left like 10 hours !! haiz… I’m scared…


“The moment of dying is when one realize his regrets !! “
This seem quite true… hahaz… spent the past few nights thinking … maybe I should have stayback for more nightstudy sessions ?? hahaz… maybe I should pon less lessons sia ?? Maybe I should have retained ?? hahaz… Although I had many more other regrets, I Never once regret my choice to take up a JC route of education… can’t forget the days when having Maths lessons.. always got suaned (soured) by Adrian Tan saying me useless.. lousy… !! hahaz… Never forgot those nights which I had to spent memorising all the organic formulas for chemistry!! Furthermore those sessions with Ms Peh where she keep motivating me to do well... as usual… I always said I will do well in the following tests/exams but always failed… must had disappointed her so much sia…!! One will never knows how it feel unless one spends time doing it !! I spent 2 years feeling it ? Will it be a good or a bad feeling ?? hahaz… Will know it soon…


Phew… Dunno what to write le !! Feel so disoriented now… wonder if I can even find my way back to Nanyang JC tmr sia… I hereby wish everyone (NYJCians… Zhiyao…Wei Lai…Xinying…Yuan Ting…Fangda…Simin…Yifang…ShangYi…Chun Lok…Yun Xuan…and me .. and those whom I missed out !! hahaz… sry hor) all the best for later !!


Gone hoping for a "rainbow"…