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Whee.. It's the end of 2007, err nono.. should be 2008... Yupx.. Wah.. though abit late, but I have been wanting to post this real soon, but I know.. This might cause misunderstanding if I anyhow write, so I spent quite long to think about it !! Basically, at the end of the year.. I just want to have some words for a dear fren of mine.. hoping she will have a much better year ahead, instead of leding such a fuck-up life now !! ( Lolx.. though abit vugluar, hmm.. That's not the real me.. lolx.. 鬼上身吧 !! )

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I Never expected that the first person to piss me off is actually once my best fren ?? Before this happen, I was wondering will anyone in the world made piss off ?? But never expect it to be you.. I really quite pity u sia.. Though after I wrote this, I might risk losing a fren like you.. You may blame me.. HATE me to core !! But I'm still gonna write it out, just like the entry in my joumal. If you were to change for the better after reading these.. All my sacrifices are worth it.. 我这样做= It's all for you own GOOD !!

Every line I typed, Just like a stab in my heart.. ( OUcH.. I losing blood real fast !! )

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You used to be a great fren, but wad happen to you ? You’ve changed !! change for the worst !! Stop being so selfish, think abt those around you, spare some fucking thoughts for them.. because of u , their lives become miserable.. Seeing the way you made people clearing up your messes one by one... I really feel for them..( Some paid till thier acc left only $10 buckz.. ) Haiz..

有借有还， 是上等人 ！ 有借没还， 是下等人 ！

You always said people out there to backstab you, give you all the troubles, making life so miserable for you.. But y didn't you think what's made them Like that ?? Are them born to do this to you ? Surely must be your actions !! ( Even once-your-best-fren also can't stand it le, U should not what others might think of you !!) But I guess the problem is-- YOU never admit ur wrong !! U tink U are always correct. ( Thus offended others in some other way.. ) Told U to 反省反省 le, U take it for granted.. see what happen now ?? Haiz...

Futhermore... ( Of coz not I write de, I where got so evil hor ? )

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Can you stop acting anot? Can you stop being so fake ? You really make me want to vomit.

And do you know why there are still guys liking/sticking to you ? Because you are a big flirt and you are just so fake. Sicko like you, I think I was really blind, but its ok because I get to see the true side of you and you yourslf may not even aware of how disgusting you are.

That's the way you treat your friend. I wonder how long will all your flirt partners last. To you, Whats the most important thing ? Leechy GUYs' money. But too bad no handsome guy will like a sicko like you. Don't you feel like those girls at GEYlang.. standing around.. leeching on guys for money ?? Hoping they will pay for your expences ? any differeances ?

And you know why still got guys want to go out with you ? BEcause you are still a female afterall and you are "funny" (hmm, I guess ?) You are just their entertainment and joke, nobody REALLY cares about how a clown feel. I suggest you to be a professional clown so that you have a better excuse to attract(flirt) with more random guys ! ( So u can save alot of money !!) Isn't it your biggest interest ?

I feel so ashamed to be there everytime. Because your deaperate female hormones need a presence of male, and that's why I'm there. Sorry, I'm not you random guys and I'm not there to feed you. As I said, you can go GEYLANG and try to get more guys ? ( I'm sure those ahpekx are richer !!. I will help you publicise how sickening you are to whoever I know. Hope there are other guys to volunteer.

And you may think that I am writing all these because I'm angry. The sad fact is... THESE are what I've observed so far.

2009 have come... I here-by hope that you can change for the better ( and not for the worst ) in this new year !! I know you well , thus I knew you are actually kind in the deep down ?? Where did the friendly-crazy-innocent friend gone too !! PLz. come back soon. We will forgive you de !!

Gone hurting... ( High-loss of blood )