他们说我很怪，尤其对于爱。

老犯错，太沉默

才开始就想逃跑，从不问未来

像个贪玩的小孩

我每天假装开心，害怕你离去

虽然我非常不想失去你

但我没权力说我不原意

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

因为藏在我心里 还是那句

我爱你

Drinking avoids everything. not solving anything.

Drinking suppose to make one forgets all his/her problems. But it be ideal if one can drink and forget. It be worse if one is drinking with a CLEAR mind. All the sadness seems to attack his mind at one time. He tends to remember all kinds of details. The details that he will never once thinks abt. No matter he playful he was, tears will still flows.

The friend of mine never take things seriously. He treat everything with a smile. He believe that laughter can counter any troubles or worries. He never once cry. Not even when his parents scolded him, when he did badly for his exams, when his best fren group split up, but this time round, he did cry bitterly. ( Haiz.. pal ar, y like that ? )

HAiz... I really can't help much when someone is crying.. HAhahz.. but I did tried to console him, but guess it was still not that effective.. ( Lolx, maybe because he was a guy ba. ) I kind of understand the words: " When there is LOVE, there is PAIN !" So I guess LOVE = PAIN ba. HAz. Since he so sad, guess he must be in LOVE ba. All I know is that he had been after a girl for many years. ( He refuse to say much, and no ones actually knows wad happen ? )

Friend ar, Hopefully when u come across this post, you be a better man by then. Ha. U see, rainbow often comes after a downpour. ( Oh gosh, I better stop this mushy words. ) Ha, Fren, just want to tell u, U should have done more talkings. Although actions speak louder that words, But too much actions without any words makes ppl confuse. What's so difficult abt saying the words :" I like you ? " Not like asking you to commit any crimes. If U had stated your intentions right from the start, then you wun be suffering like that. So I guess you are just pretty dumb. ( Ha, abit harsh.. Hope my friend wun mind ba. )

Hopefully after a night of crying, he will feel better. Actually, I'm quite impress with him le lor. If it was me, hahaz... I might go jump sea le sia.. ( Hahaz.. just joking la.. ) Waa.. I better stop writing le, or else I might start crying too le lor ( hahaz.. ) Palz.. See when U free, Let's go out for a drink ba !! Just one thing: LET IT GO !! ( You feel much better !! )